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Realization...Without me realizing it...

I fell in love for the countless time again. When our gazes unified on one target of view to the clear, blue sky, painting every bright smile, sprinkling color full of rainbows, spreading the unreadable reasons of life. And I know I was born for you, whilst you sculpt a beautiful world, beyond every little watercolors, knowing that you were my guiding light, the pair of eyes for me to see the right path. There was no more darkness, as you shine the night bright, like angels being adorned in holy and love. As we all knew, in this gifted and miraculous life, nothing was perfect. Black and white was always there accom
Sunday, August 15th, 2010.Remember the event that happened exactly three months ago, today?

Where my very own strong, and guiding light had decided it was his time, and his time couldn't wait no more. The angels were waiting outside for him, taking him in their invisible, comfortable arms, flying him up in the misty air. Sending him to a place where they promised, it'd be even better for him, for it was what he deserved, no pain or evil sides that would be disturbing him in every of his beauty, peaceful sleep. He would be shining in the skies at night, and smiles when the sun came out of it's hiding place. He'd be there watching me in every step I was about to take,
Will you?
imagine me being your loyal, glowing light
'cause i can't imagine it if you leave my side
seeking for reasons in the air with flying kites
for if you walk away there's a fear in my heart.
Freed her.Her face was pale, as white as the hospital's untainted bedsheets. Quivering body, shivering cold as hard as if she was at the snowy, freezing city of Alaska. Eyes unable to open up wide anymore as her weak hands spread out into the thin, chilled air, reaching for something so close, yet still so far.

Her small, dry mouth was agape as if to tell unspeakable words. Somewhere in the distance, heard her painful moaning that would alter any heart's feeling. The other beautiful irises couldn't stand to glance at her no more. Sentences like 'freed her' and 'let her go' was sent out above as sincere prayers.

Escape her from the strong, evil graspe
I'd seen behind the heaven..At the time when my foot step over the pure sands, all my toes can sense the pulsation of the earth by means of the tide's sigh. When my shoulders feel the droplets of water sliding down my back, every inch of my frame quivers with the naturally mild rain. The moment the massive winds strike myself as I standstill, my long hair experience the feeling of fondling as soft as a silk. And when I look up to the blue canopy of heaven, my eyes can survey clearly those white stripes decorating them, scrubbing every blackness and offering every bit of glow to the living.

Last night my dream turns out precious because of your presence as you jogged an
Drizzles in the morn...
As the mirrored-window got revealed on that day,
Cold dawn hadn't been setting behind the clouds.
Seeking all places to where it had gone and vanish,
The person who had accompany me once during those days.
Praying for the light to shine these shadowing, mystery fogs,
Hoping that it'd brighten my narrow lanes of journey-way.
Thinking that my day would be yellow sun-burnt today,
Black and dark it had turned as the clouds covered above there.
Too early in the misty morn did this drizzles pour itself down,
Sending wistful heartbreak to the melancholy, falling soul.
As if understanding these did the drizzle fell on the dry earth,
You
Revolve...
There have to be times... When your heart is dealing with your mind. Where you are not sure which to believe and what to trust. When your emotions are having issue with your mixed feelings. And everything suddenly makes you confuse. Sleeping with your heart racing at night, waking up with your mind exploding in the morning

For there must be times... When someone will take our hand and lead us to the world of heaven. Where real love is everywhere. And fantasy of a lifetime turned into a real-life fairy tale. When the hatred that caused you to suffer has faded away. Leaving behind scars with no marks. And when everything seems so beautiful,
Back up to life.You found me when I was as fragile as an old, cracking glass, marooned silenced on the empty street, abandoned like an invisible dust. The sun didn't seem to be able to illuminate anymore sunshine for the crying, broken heart.

You found me when I stumbled down the folded grasses, crashed quietly into the full bushes, hidden perfectly as I was coated with red, dried blood showing no mercy towards my painful suffering. It was true, the sun no longer seemed to be able to illuminate anymore bright light to the darkening, blackness of the lonely heart.

The wound was too long to be there, pasted permanently into my heart, like an invisible scar u
Remembrance.The old picture is still strong between both my thumbs and forefingers, clenching so hard at both ends of the scratchy textures, afraid that the November winds might fly it up high to the sky and never return it. Or the fear of my mind not remembering all the details behind the picture without looking down at it. Just like the famous quote that says, "There's a thousand story behind a single picture." And that's exactly how I felt at the moment. I could tell everyone about the thousand memories and million types of moment behind that single, yellowish photograph. It would pour out of my lips without hesitation, leaving not a moment behind unt
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Finally..something that has always played in my mind..
It had been here and there, those hanging words..
And finally i got it out right and put it up as a deviation..
I dont know if it's worth it, or it'll be as crappy as the others..
But i've put a lot of thought and emotion in this piece..

sigh...

Freed Palestine already.
Stop the stupid, useless wars.
STOP that dumb, deadly bombs and grenades.
Let go of the innocent people.
Stop killing and trying to be God.
Stop these bloody, red, fiery days.
And those black, frightening nights.
Im sick of these bad news in TV everyday.
More bad news, more killing, more dying, more tragedies.
Less good news, less laughs, less fun, less achievements.
I mean, stop terrorists. stop being a gold-digger. stop trying to rule the world.
STOP ACTING HARD.
.... please...
Where is your heart?
Where is your feeling?
or are you that brainless and bloodless?
How is the future?
Is it too late to even change the world?
Are you going to laugh to see babies die?
Are you going to cry to see the war has stop?
My god.. :tears:...


I mean... :happycry: Really though....
Let's share a beautiful world... :heart:

Inspiration came from the daily life views;
Also includes ~MrMahoo's lovely deviation.

Take your time to interpret, whatever you may say.
I'm not trying to make an arguments,
It's my opinion, think about yours... :nod:

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Critiques are welcome. Comments too.
Because it's another One of my Important Piece.. :heart:
I wish it's a better world we live in.
I mean... im tired with the news. More bad news than good news.
What is that?
Thank you by the way, so so much for reading and taking your time here.. :heart:
Appreciate it all so much... :forgiveme:
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*xinsomniakydx = Miaa.
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~CartheInsane Oct 13, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Your deviation was picked to be featured by *Tanashai in this article!: [link] :heart:
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~xinsomniakydx Oct 17, 2010  Student General Artist
Wow wow :aww: Thank you :heart:
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~CartheInsane Oct 26, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. :)
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~L-E-M Jul 22, 2010
Beautiful :heart:
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~xinsomniakydx Jul 24, 2010  Student General Artist
Just like your soul :heart:
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~L-E-M Jul 25, 2010
:aww: thank you dear, but it's just as beautiful as your soul :heart:
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~Dair-to-be-me May 11, 2010
Very good message, I too wish everyone would wake up to there world.
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~xinsomniakydx May 12, 2010  Student General Artist
I wish that too..im so glad you agree dear.. :hug:
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!Iluvocnj2006 May 7, 2010
Sweetie, this is breathtakingly beautiful and heartbreaking all at the same time. You've done a wonder here, my dear, you truly have. :heart:
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~xinsomniakydx May 7, 2010  Student General Artist
I'm glad I could make such an impact... It's been in my head for a long time... :heart: Thanks sweetheart :heart:
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